Tuesday Jan 21, 2020

My #1 Struggle - Self Promotion

What is your number 1? Or, like me maybe you have more than one.  That's ok! Being aware and cognitive of it helps that struggle and keeps it at bay. 

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Comments (3)
cola

6 years ago

love you Lindy

cola

6 years ago

Biggest struggle is overthinking...everrrrythinggg. I am always so terrified to say or do the wrong thing. I over analyze every possible situation and outcome. If I say or do something and someone reacts in a way I wouldn't expect I can sometimes stew on that reaction for days, even weeks. I tell myself let it go, it wasn't a big deal, you're overthinking it (yet again). But I worry so much that I offended that person or that they don't like me, or misunderstood me. It's so rediculous and frankly a very self absorbed thought process. The world does not revolve around me, a persons behavior is not centered around me. I have no idea when or why this started. I use to not give a shit what people thought of me and as the years went on that changed. I have become obsessed with always having a plan because unexpected throws my thoughts into a spiral. When I drink this plan goes out the window and I'll say or do things without the overthinking, but the next day I want to crawl into a hole embarrased of the things I said or did without thinking. So am I really the sober version of me and alcohol brings out this unkempt gal or am I really the buzzed/intoxicated version and alcohol just lets me embrace her? Hahaha something to ponder I suppose.

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6 years ago

Love it! 🌎✌ indeed. The being in the moment & ok with where you are in that moment. Aware of our surroundings, showing kindness & respect all around is such a huge thing. We all have battles that aren't always shared or easy to share & it is so important to lift eachother up & support one another. ok I rambled haha. much much love 💚 always.

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